Category: Zen & Dharma

Aging & Dying, Upaya Zen Center, Zen & Dharma

Always leaving, always coming home

Go away with no string on your straw sandals. —Dogen Zenji Today I left home and arrived home. I wedged the door of the turtlebus closed with a stick, and rode the ferry across the Salish Sea. Home to the Appias, Apt. 306. Home to my storage locker full of clothes and photographs and love …

Zen & Dharma

The circle of the way

Mindfulness and a respectful heart in each moment are applied equally in meditation and other daily activities incuding work, interaction with others, and cleansing one’s body. Practicing and living in this way helps us to clearly see, understand, and value what is right before us as none other than the wholeness of life itself. As …

Zen & Dharma

Commitment is a process of perpetual self-forgiveness

By the time I landed on this tiny wee island three weeks ago I had managed to slightly psych myself out. The Project (previously known as “the Book”) seemed by turns foolish and daunting and trivial and overambitious, narcissistic and deluded. I was calling myself all sorts of names. Then, I remembered that commitment is …

Zen & Dharma

Delusions are inexhaustible

Bodhisattva Vow #2: Delusions are inexhaustible, I vow to transform them. This is about cutting through the bullshit. My own bullshit. The bullshit that started the moment I was born, when I was a tiny perfect baby and someone said, “don’t cry!” And somewhere in my little baby brain the thought formed, that I should …